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Saturn Returns , Track 8
Here I sit inside of me & think of all the things I'd be if I could give myself the energy. I know that there's a block inside, a darkened room where I can hide. A lonely place to be. You believe in me somehow, smoothing out my furrowed brow. Telling me I can be strong, when my fear is louder than my songs. I know that there's a place for me inside my own reality but I don't know how to get there. I dream there will be a time when I'm completely clear and of one mind and knowing, I am knowing. But you believe in me somehow, smiling at me from the thin crowd. When I feel that I am losing ground, your smile reminds me to have faith in the sound. Here I sit outside of me and feel the pangs of jealousy as I compare and tear myself down. I'm told we see life through a screen. Am I a doormat or a queen? I know the choice is ultimately mine. You believe in me somehow, smiling at me from the big big crowd. Telling me I can be strong, when my fear is louder than my songs. I can be strong. I can be strong. I can be strong.

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